28w5days

So I went to my DR on the 22nd and she said that everything looks great :) Im measuring 29 weeks, and the untrasound from the begining of the month showed that my little girl is growing as she should be..whew! She said she wasnt concerned abotu the babys healthy is my blood count fell..she said if anything it will make me feel bad, but the baby is taking what she needs. From here I go every two weeks now.....and have a transfusion probably next thursday. Tomorrow my BFF and I are going to the party store and Sams club to order the cake and get the decorations for the shower. People have until tomorrow to RSVP. I really people RSVP, and dont jsut show up...I think that is so rude! My little girl has been kickin lately only at night. I love when my whole belly moves...looks like an alien is going to rip out of my skin...lol

28 weeks!!!!

28 Weeks now! yay! I see the OB in a few days.....and then I just realized that from here on out...I see the OB every 2 weeks. Our baby shwoer is in 2 weeks already...time is flying! I am so not ready either....lol I still aly here and think...its not just going to be me and Jeremy during the day anymore.....we are going to have a little baby to take care of too! i just hope that she is not a night owl and will let us all sleep a lil. I now weight....(shhhh, daddy doest know...lol) 149 from my pre pregnancy 134...yikes! Jeremy lil scale only goes to 150...so Im going to be off the scale pretty soon...lol! I am feeling so extremly tired today......I go next week for another transfusion (fingers crossed). That will give me energy like a normal person again.

Wow been a while...27 weeks already!!!

I just about gave up on keeping a blog....I thought...oh really..who reads these. But my friends who have blogs..you know what....I read them all the time...hahah So here I am...Im going to start it back up again. Im now 27 weeks 3 days pregnant. We passed the 1st and 2nd trimester...whoo hoo!!!! At about 16 weeks...I really started feeling the baby move. At 18 weeks, Mike and I went in for our ultrasound and just my luck, the baby crossed its legs! Thats was my fear...and it happened. So that weekend I jsut could not stand to not know. I went to the mall and paid my $60, and got and ultrasound. First thing she said... "its a girl". I had boy stuck on the brain, that it actually took a whole week for it to sink in that I was having a girl. I am super excited. Especially beucase while my mom and I were at the mall with Jeremy waiting for the ultrasound.....Jer was picking his nose, throwing himself on the floor and had his hand down his pants....thank goodnesss she's a girl!! HAHAHA I really dont know if I could survive another boy. I am praying that I will not have a premature baby this time around. LAst time it was hell having to leave Jer at the hospital all alone. Speaking of Jer....I think he knows something is up. He's been acting up, and being very clingly. As of last week i've been potty training him.....I really want to have him done with diapers by the time she comes. But i dunno...now I think he realizes that its not fun anymore....so he fights me. So tomorrow I need to buy another box of diapers. I think i'm bigger this time then last time. My belly button hasnt popped yet....but my back is already hurting. And my loving husband makes comments like...dang...your huge...I tell him...oh you just wait...im not even done yet...lol I went out and bought her some outsfits....its still hard for me to veer to the pink, from the blue section...lol My baby shower is on August 1st...just a few of my close friends and family this time is coming thoug....since its my second child and all.So excited though!!!!! This pregnancy...its so different...I often forget that i'm even pregnant...I think its becuase I'm already busy being mommy....and I cant even believe that in 12 weeks Im going to have a "new" baby....crazy! According to the DR, im measuring right on schedule......I take so many pills in one day...and praying that it works so I go to term. Well i'm tired....till next time :)

14 weeks

Ive made it to 14 weeks!!! yay! Some days I still feel like poop, and others I feel normal. I have gained 3 lbs..yikes! I know thats about normal......but its still hard to see the scale, when in jan I was losing weight. I have been soo tired as of late, but its prob because Jer has been sooo hyper....speak of the devil.....I must tend to him.

First Baby Appt and U/S

Wow, its been a while! I havent wanted to post anything, because until I confirmed that I was actually "growing a baby".....I was afraid to even talk about it. I'm 11 weeks now....yay!!!! I had my u/s this past saturday and got to see my little bean jumping around and saw his/her heartbeating. My mother and son Jeremy came with me...and I got to take a few pictures home with me. The whole day i was in AWE! I could not stop looking at the pictures!!!
So far I have felt so sick this pregnancy. I have the same cravings as I had with Jeremy, so I'm convinced that we are pregnany with another boy. I crave french fries and red meat like crazy.
I know they say that its too soon to feel them moving, but I'm starting to feel the sensation of movement...in the same spop that started when I was pregnant with Jer.
I had my first OB appointment with the DR today, and she tried to hear the babies heartbeat....but couldnt.....of course I was about to freak out.....and she knew that.....So she gave me a quick u/s and found the little munchkin right away. WHEW!!!!! I cant believe that I'm almost out of the first trimester already. I cant wait to start to tell people. Right now only my family and really close friends know.
My morning sickness is starting to leave...finally....now I can pretty much eat whatever. Although I have changed my diet...eating .....trying anyways to only eat things that are healthy. I've lost a few pounds so far :) I'm already wearing maturnity clothes, beucase i'm already a lil puggy...and have that beg belly look if I wear something tight...besides it hurts to wear anything tight or form fitting.
Mike seems to be ok wih the fact that we will have another child.....I just wonder how Jeremy will do....yikes. Well gotta run, jeremy needs my attention.

Urgh, its been a hellish few days

So since finding out I was pregnant, I have had to go off Motrin, and switch to tylenol. Which is like taking tic tacs for a headache. These past few days i've been so sick, and doing nothing but basically laying and crying on the couch. Finally yesterday, I went to the urgent care to see what the heck was going on. They basically said that I was pregnant and couldnt give me anything or even run tests. So i asked them to check my blood level while I was there. Wow low and behold a normal persons is 13, mine usually is 9's, it was 6.3. All of a sudden my room is filled with the nurses and Dr's and I get taken by ambulance to the hospital.

Im all alone and luckly the nurse called my hubby, and he showed up about 30 min later. I was there for about 7hrs and got two units of blood, and got an e.k.g, apparently you can go into heart failure or have a heart attack. even when i left my nurse taught me to check my own pulse. My heart was still fast.

I was in so much pain there.....they didnt give me tylenol until 9pm...and it only helped for 1hr. i was just laying there and crying, i wanted to seriously claw my own brain out. Id rather go through birth, then have a headache like that...it was hell.

so now i still take 2 tylenols every 4 hrs, even at night, otherwise the horrible pain comes back. But on the bright side, I am finally off the couch and can do normal stuff again. Like we went to lunch today, i and I felt fine...super tired, but fine:)

addicted to baby sites

Today all day I've been surfing all the baby websites I could get my hands on. I did hit one site that was talking about chromosomes....and that depressed me. One reason that the Drs. gave me a while go is that because i have a trans- location in my chromosomes, that would prob be the reason why I lost my previous 4 pregnancies.

So i need to stop acting that I'm def pregnant, because out of my 5 pregnancies, only one actually turned into a baby. I have faith that if god wants me to have a baby, then I will be pregnant with a live child. All I can do is hope right? I know I will prob stress out about it...like I do everything else, but I know stressing out about it wont do anything.

I just really hope that Jer will be able to have a sibling. He needs a friend to play with. And I miss having a baby in he house. I have all the pregnancy symptoms, although with all my other pregnancies, i had the symptoms too. although the sickness hasn't started. I ate a huge dinner tonight because I know that its coming. With Jer i got it pretty bad.

Oh so tired!!!

Today i felt like I havent slept in days......all i wanted to do was sleep, but since it was Superbowl......I wanted to make awhole bunch of fattening food...lol While things were cooking, I was laying on the couch. Waiting for the timer to go off. My husband must have seen how tired I was beucase while I was letting Jer play in the bath< he took it upon himself to clean the dishes and the kitchen :) Now only if my son would want to go to sleep early, then maybe I could go to be too.

Home pregnancy test

Today I decided to take a pregnancy test since I was a day late. Not thinking it would actually say positive, but I was curious. I have been so tired and everytime I get up, I get dizzy. While my munchkin was asleep<>