Today all day I've been surfing all the baby websites I could get my hands on. I did hit one site that was talking about chromosomes....and that depressed me. One reason that the Drs. gave me a while go is that because i have a trans- location in my chromosomes, that would prob be the reason why I lost my previous 4 pregnancies.
So i need to stop acting that I'm def pregnant, because out of my 5 pregnancies, only one actually turned into a baby. I have faith that if god wants me to have a baby, then I will be pregnant with a live child. All I can do is hope right? I know I will prob stress out about it...like I do everything else, but I know stressing out about it wont do anything.
I just really hope that Jer will be able to have a sibling. He needs a friend to play with. And I miss having a baby in he house. I have all the pregnancy symptoms, although with all my other pregnancies, i had the symptoms too. although the sickness hasn't started. I ate a huge dinner tonight because I know that its coming. With Jer i got it pretty bad.
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